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Wow,
has this faire season flown by, or what? Looking back, I wish I would
have catalogued more of it in my blogs, but lacking internet access
sort of made that difficult. Although, lets be honest...I've become
such a slacker, I probably wouldn't have written much anyway. Mores the
pity. Still, it's been a great season. A great year...well, half year.
I moved out to Lancaster in April and now October is quickly coming to
a close. Damn. There were so many things that happened...so much
personal growth and events that have affected who I've become. I hope I
don't forget.
More then ever my blog name is accurate, because I
feel I'm constantly changing. Where I am now is not where I thought I'd
be, but all in all, not a bad place. I've been single for over four
years now and it was really wearing on me. For a while I enjoyed it,
simply because my previous relationship had become frustrating towards
the end. That wore off and then I was lonely and missing having
someone. Whine whine whine. That led into me constantly crushing on
various people, though none ever lasted or produced anything other then
longing sighs. Now I've finally come to terms with it. Took long
enough. Now, as a matter of fact, I'm quite comfortable with it. I've
come out of my shell so much that I can finally flirt instead of
fleeing to corners or looking down at my feet when approached by guys.
Not that I want to become some sort of tease or heart breaker or
anything of the sort, just that I like being confident in myself and
not having to worry about being tie purpose.
Never the case.
Blargh, I'd forgotten how prone to rambling I am once I get going. Sorrry.
Anyway,
come end of faire I shall be moving once again, being the real life
gypsy I am, and will be living with Amanda out in Newville. I'm both
looking forward to this and dreading it. Looking forward because Yay!
Amanda! She is awesome, and she has internet. It'll be great to live
with someone my own age, just her and I and the turtles, and to be able
to go out and do stuff as we will. But Dreading because I really enjoy
living with Dana. This past 6 months has really, as stated, helped me
grow as a person, and I'll miss the sense of family I have living
there. The Lancaster country side is beautiful and I've grown so
comfortable looking out my window to see cows. Also, I'm still close to
most faire folks there....Newville is even farther away...from
everything. Still, my inner Sagittarian tells me it's time to move on.
And so I shall.
There is one weekend left folks, and here's to making it a most memorable one....
~S~ |
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